Natural fear of the uknown

How much do we have to pay for wanting bliss ?  
If we wanted turn back time -  everything is missed  
Desire – disaster  
I am blasted  lovesick  bastard

Our death   is near 
I am so paralyzed with a    fear  
opened  wound cannot be sealed  
this is  another Good bye 
for a poisoned girl that I used to love...

 
I feel like the morning after the   night before 
I dosed myself with the pills – of happines 
I dont have a time to turn around 
I allways had a hunger mouth

I ll go  
Against  my   will 
Against  the wind  and   stream 
Against the pain –  I scream  
Against the grain 
of natural fear of the unknown...